I was accused yesterday of being selfish by somebody who sacrificed themselves for me once. After a day’s worth of introspection I have come to the conclusion that accusation is true. I have never done a single selfless deed in my entire life except for sleeping with old and unattractive people. You could argue that it was not selfless because I’m an escort on my own, I got paid but anybody who has ever had the experience can testify that no amount of money can compensate a young women for the sacrifice she makes to give of herself to a human who has no redeeming physical features or personality and is so desperately lonely that he want to force you into a pretense of “love making” with him. To mentally override a natural response of disgust with an act of joy is the most draining psychological demand you can make of a person and if that person is able to deliver such an experience, then that person truly is a hero.